Tuesday, September 13, 2016

I'm Back

Hi, everyone, I'm back! I know it's late, but I'm just know getting comfortable and settled in. Well, slightly settled in- Jeffrey has his knees in my spine, currently. (He's such a bed hog!). My vacation was great, it really made me want to move out to the beach. Staying near the ocean and being able to witness the view, the sound, the smell at any time would be awesome.
My vacation actually ended up sending us home with a little stress, a few boo-boo's, a handful of life lessons, a better understanding of each other, & a completely different (but stronger) family bond.  I'm going to be honest: there was a small fire in our room. We're all okay, but it's crazy how life works. You plan for one thing, & God takes you in a completely different direction.
I've learned about my husband & how pure his heart truly is. I've seen his passion and his peace.  I've seen his sincerity.  I saw him in a way I've never seen him, and in a way, I pray, I never have to see him again!
I realized how trusting Azariah is.
How Skyland is extremely sensitive but so strong when he has to be.
I've witnessed Noelle's intuitiveness.
And I've noticed my sisters bravery, selflessness, & stubbornness.

I saw parts of my family's heart that I've never seen, & while I wouldn't put myself or my family in that situation ever again, I am thankful. Thankful everyone is okay; thankful for my new perception. Thankful for another day with those I love!  Life is all about the way you view things & the lessons you learn. It's a constant growth...& not only have I seen everyone for who they are, I have puns for days ( you just have to laugh sometimes)!
I've also realized that I have been caring too much what others think. You guys I was butt naked in a hallway, while an entire floor of people walked past me. I don't care about anyone's opinion on anything that I do or do not want to do anymore.  I don't care if people think I'm crazy or mean or stupid. I don't care if someone doesn't like my answer or opinion. I just don't.  I guess when your lady-parts have been seen by enough people to be featured on the cover of Cosmopolitan, you stop caring about anyone's opinion on everything else.
Kayla is back!! (And I mean that in every way possible)

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